Friday, September 25, 2009

THE STUFF BY PAKRAT DIVIZ

HE HAD FANTASIZED ABOUT IT MANY TIMES
ESPECIALLY AFTER TRIPPING ON SOMETHING
STEPPING ON SOMETHING
BUMPING INTO SOMETHING OR
SQUEEZING THROUGH SOMETHINGS

THE PLACE WAS JUST TOO FULL OF STUFF

WHY HAD THEY FILLED THE PLACE UP
WHAT COMPELLED THEM
IS ALL OF LIFE A BIG BOX THAT FILLS UP
AND THEN EMPTIES

HE HAD SEEN THEM AROUND THE NEIGHBORHOOD
THE PODS
BIG STORAGE BOXES PARKED ON DRIVEWAYS

ONE COULD PUT A LOT OF STUFF IN THERE
A LOT OF CLUTTER
THE CLUTTER WOULD REMAIN SAFE
UNTIL DECISIONS COULD BE MADE
AS TO HOW TO GET RID OF IT ALL

IT TOOK ALL DAY
AND HE HAD AWOKEN AT 330 AM
BUT HE GOT ALL THE STUFF OUT OF THE PLACE
FURNITURE
DISHES
MISCELLANEOUS
MISCELLANEOUS WAS THE MOST
HE DIDNT HAVE A POD TO PUT THE STUFF IN
AND DIDNT CARE
EVERYTHING WAS OUTSIDE

HE WALKED INTO THE PLACE

EMPTY

FOR THE LAST DECADE
IT HAD NOT BEEN

EMPTY

NOTHING HAD BEEN

EMPTY

HE LAID IN THE MIDDLE OF THE EMPTY BOX OF A PLACE
SAW NOTHING BUT BARE WALLS AND CLEAR FLOOR

HE TOOK SEVERAL DEEP BREATHS
OF ALL THAT SPACE AND SILENCE
CLOSED HIS EYES

HE KNEW ALL THE CRAP WAS LESS THAN TWENTY FEET AWAY
IN PILES OUTSIDE
READY FOR RAIN AND SUN
DUST AND DEGENERATION
BUT INSIDE
HE WAS CLEAR

THE NEXT DAY
HIS BODY ACHED
BUT HIS MIND SMILED

HIS PARTNER
THE VOICE OF REASON
WANTED SOME OF THE STUFF BACK INSIDE

HE WANTED AT LEAST A MONTH OR WEEK
WITHOUT ALL THE JUNK
SEE HOW IT WOULD BE
BUT
HE HAD LEARNED TO LISTEN CAREFULLY AND RESPECTFULLY
TO THE VOICE OF REASON

THEY AGREED TO
AT FIRST
ONLY BRING BACK IN
WHAT THEY NEEDED

BEDS CAME BACK IN

THE DINING TABLE

THE REST REMAINED OUTSIDE UNDER A TARP

AS MUCH AS SHE WANTED IT ALL BACK
AND FOR HIM NOT TO BE SO
SPONTANEOUS AND CAVALIER WITH THEIR STUFF
SHE ENJOYED THE CLUTTER FREE DAYS AS MUCH AS HE

DONATIONS WERE MADE
GARAGE SALES HAD

SHELVES CAME BACK IN
BUT ONLY PRECIOUS THINGS WERE ALLOWED ON THEIR PLANKS
AND PRECIOUS THINGS WERE FEW

THE REST WENT AWAY SOMEHOW

EVERY TIME THEY WENT SOMEWHERE
THEY TOOK SOME OF THEIR STUFF WITH THEM
AND LEFT IT GAVE IT TOSSED IT

THEY HAD SPENT SO MUCH TIME FILLING UP
NOW WAS A CASTING OFF TIME

SHE HAD EVEN LOST WEIGHT
HE WAS LOOKING TRIMMER
AND HE WAS SMILING ALL THE TIME NOW

THERE WAS MUCH SEX NOW
VERY PASSIONATE NIGHTS

THEIR BEDROOM HAD CLEARED
ONLY THE BED REMAINED
AND WHAT TO DO UPON IT

SOME OF THE SHELVES HAD TO GO
THERE WAS NOTHING LEFT TO FILL THEM

AT THE START OF THE JETTISON
HE THOUGHT OF THE MONEY HE HAD SPENT ON ALL THIS STUFF
HE WANTED TO SELL EVERY ITEM
GET HIS MONEY BACK
BUT DIDNT

ONCE HE GOT GOING
THE ITEMS
THE MONEY JUST FLEW AWAY
AND HE DIDNT CARE
HE HAD SPACE
CLARITY
EMPTINESS

HE DIDNT REALIZE HOW MUCH MORE HE VALUED THE EMPTINESS
OVER THE CASH SPENT ON THE CLUTTER

THEY AVOIDED STORES
RESTAURANTS
THOSE PLACES BECAME IRRELEVANT
NOW THAT THEIR PLACE WAS BECOMING
THE PLACE THEY HAD ALWAYS WANTED

NOT A MANSION
BUT JUST
CLEAR

HE FOLDED UP THE TARP
THERE WAS NOTHING LEFT TO COVER OUTSIDE
A YEAR LATER

HE PUT THE TARP OUT BY THE CURB
SOMEONE WOULD NEED IT TAKE IT USE IT

HE WENT BACK INSIDE
THERE WAS NO TV BLARING
NO VIDEO GAMES PINGING
JUST SILENCE
A BREEZE
SUN GLOWING THROUGH THE SHEER CURTAINED WINDOWS

HE SAT AT THE TABLE
AND HAD A SNACK WITH THE CHILDREN



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